and there. I’ve accomplished what I thought I would never do. Give me all of the worst prizes, I deserve them all. 

Sorry for the inactivity this past week everyone. Sandy sure did hit us hard even though we did have generator power working every day. We got power back yesterday, but now we’re bracing ourselves for the next storm. I’ll try to be more active this week, but just in case I’m not, we’re fine.

My alarm woke me up and I just hear a grand hello from hurricane Sandy.

I just spammed my boyfriend on skype because he wasn’t responding. I sang my ABCs and counted to 100. And then I ranted to him about how he wasn’t responding and i had sent him more than 100 messages without a response.

it was fun until I hit 50.

URGH I’m so fucking hungry right now. Here’s to hoping that dinner isn’t cabbage

Oh gosh I am so tired. I’ve never been so god damn tired before. My legs feel like jelly, my back hurts like hell, the muscles in my legs are complaining like little bitches and I haven’t properly ate since yesterday. I worked for at least 5 hours just cleaning after people and I’m not emotionally okay either. I feel like everything is collapsing around me and I just can’t stop feeling like I’m the worst. I don’t have motivation to get passed this week, nor the next month or even year. I really can’t help but wonder what the hell I’m even doing

Oh, I’ve been living at my current house for 3 years. Too long

i think this is the extent of my blogging for tonight. i’m dead tired and hungry

see, i was going to open up a saving account, but then it starting asking me if i was completely sure that i filled out everything completely correct and if it wasn’t then i could get in a lot of trouble. so i cancelled the process. if anyone is going to get in trouble, it’s going to be the people who work at the bank and not me.

In other news, when I got home a grasshopper attacked me.

a year and a half ago or so there was a rant posted on facebook. I just read it again, and it’s incredible how I still don’t understand this rant. I know what happened (somewhat) but I still can’t figure out that rant. how???

i just got an email from my college saying that they cancelled my italian class. i’m so sad because i was looking forward to being able to continue learning italian and was hoping i would outsmart aleksandr some more. 

i guess i don’t have to worry about getting home late anymore.

I wish I could take you home with me, wrap you in my arms and protect your from all of your monsters.